You know when I was young, making a decision was a lot easier. Coke or Pepsi? Coke duh!! Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE!
But as an adult, the questions are getting harder and I am learning that many choices can change my life. Last fall, I decided to go back to school. I found something that sparked my interest. Rehabilitation counseling. I absolutely love what I am studying. I am getting so many opportunities to serve the disability community. And not just locally but around the state. I am really excited to become a role model. The song that in my heart is "Legacy". I want to be remembered because I chose to love Christ with every ounce of my heart. I view my disability as a gift from God. Now, I know people are going to be like no way. But I believe this with my whole heart. I am so excited about the opportunities.
So what is my problem about making decisions? Finding a job. FULL TIME. I have been applying to every full time CTRS position I know. Even one a few hours away. I have went several interviews but not one offer. Disappointed? Yes.
But recently, I have gotten two statements of advice from two people I love dearly. David asked me if I had prayed. OF COURSE. No, really, have you given it to Him? Completely? No. Then my friend Emily said to look through windows when He closes doors.
So I am deciding to give it to Him and look through windows!
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