Making Decisions in Adulthood

You know when I was young, making a decision was a lot easier.   Coke or Pepsi?  Coke duh!!   Chocolate or Vanilla?  CHOCOLATE!  

But as an adult, the questions are getting harder and I am learning that many choices can change my life.  Last fall, I decided to go back to school.  I found something that sparked my interest.  Rehabilitation counseling.  I absolutely love what I am studying.  I am getting so many opportunities to serve the disability community.  And not just locally but around the state.  I am really excited to become a role model.  The song that in my heart is "Legacy".  I want to be remembered because I chose to love Christ with every ounce of my heart.  I  view my disability as a gift from God.  Now, I know people are going to be like no way.  But I believe this with my whole heart.  I am so excited about the opportunities.  

So what is my problem about making decisions?  Finding a job.  FULL TIME.  I have been applying to every full time CTRS position I know.  Even one a few hours away.  I have went several interviews but not one offer.  Disappointed?  Yes.  

But recently, I have gotten two statements of advice from two people I love dearly.  David asked me if I had prayed.  OF COURSE.  No, really, have you given it to Him?  Completely?  No.  Then my friend Emily said to look through windows when He closes doors.  

So I  am deciding to give it to Him and look through windows!

Well, my friends, I have done it.  For years, I have said I was going to blog, but I have been afraid to start.  Today, I was sitting alone with God and He reminded me that I have so many stories of blessings to share.  I came up with the title in a matter of minutes.  I think even though I don't have the ability to walk, I can soar!  I hope you will come fly with me!  

Some awesome stories are coming soon!